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07.02.2010
January 9, 2010, was when I got my abortion. I’m fifteen years old, and the guy who got me pregnant was a lot older and also has a baby on the way with his girlfriend, so he said he thought I should get an abortion. I didn’t want to ruin his life, so I did. Everyone told me it was the right thing to do.
At first I was relieved, but the next day when I looked at the sonogram picture I started crying so much. All I have been doing is crying. I just want to know where my baby went, and I want to say I’m sorry. I want to take eveything back. I want my baby back. Now whenever I feel my stomach I feel emptyness. It feels like just yesterday I had my baby with me. I never felt alone, but now I always feel alone. For the 2 months I was pregnant I just wanted it to end, but now I realize that those were the best 2 months of my life.
I was always beautiful with my baby in me. Now whenever I see anything having to do with babies, or pregnancy, or anything I did while I was pregnant I cry. But when people ask if I’m okay I say yes because no one would understand. I never knew I could love someone I didn’t know til I went through this. I regret it more than anything in my life. I’m sorry, I love you, whoever you would have been .
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