Girl who aborted says, “I felt like my insides had been ripped to shreds.”

Im only 17 and found out I was pregnant a few days before new years, I had never been so scared and I have never cried so many tears, my boyfriend made it clear he was not ready for a baby but he wud be there whatever I chose, I never liked abortions and was leaning towards taking responsibility for my actions and keeping it, but after thinking how my boyfriend wouldn’t be thrilled and how I wanted to be able to do whatever I wanted whenever I wanted i ended up being selfish and getting my abortion, I will always remember that day in exact detail, even with my boyfriend right by my side I have never felt as lonely as I did sitting in that clinic, after all was done I felt groggy and like my insides had been ripped to shreads, I was kind of relieved that I didn’t have to sit up all night with worry anymore but I was guilty that I could deny my own unborn baby life all because im just to selfish, if I ever fall pregnant again I will give that baby the life it deserves. Think hard about your decision, there’s no turning back.