girl who aborted says she now feels “empty and useless.”

I was sixteen when I had my abortion. At the time I found out i was actually pregnant my cousin who i lived with and my sister in law were pregnant too. When I thought about how happy i would be i also started to think that i was being selfish because it might make them feel like I only got pregnant because they were. So i made the appointment. my boyfriend was there and he begged me not to do it but he stuck by me anyways. I have nightmares and I cry when I look at myself because now I feel empty and useless. I want my baby. i keep her ultrasound with me everywhere i go. we even named her. I regret my choice everyday so think about yourself and the “baby” “YOU” are carrying and no one else. It’s all up to YOU.