I had a horrible pregnancy. The guy I had been with who had said he loved me had a new girlfriend. I had morning sickness every day and was constantly tired. After I missed my period for two weeks, that is when I knew. My dad threatened to disown me and tried. My mom cried with me telling me to do what was right. Later she also pressed me for an abortion. I was confused. I did not know who I could trust, who was right; so I did what my parents asked of me. I killed my baby.

The worst mistake of my life. I have always loved children, and to go to that sterile place just to come out barren…it feels awful. I cry every time I see someone close to where I would have been. It was my mistake, and I will have to live with it for the rest of my life. My baby, my angel I used to dream about…its gone now.