Teen who aborted says its not worth crying the rest of your life.

I was 15 when I found out I was pregnant, I was soon to turn 16. I hid it from my mom for almost 2 months, then I broke down and told her. I cried and she told me I could either have an abortion, or keep it and go into hiding then give it up for adoption. I couldn’t stand the thought of being away from my friends for almost a year and not being able to keep the kid so I said I’d do the abortion. That Monday I went to the clinic and had everything done. They took an untrasound and kept the picture of my almost fully 12 week old baby, but I told my self that this was for the best, that I was too young to have a child at 16. Its now 3 months later and all I can do every night is cry. I killed my baby girl or boy. I would be 5 months pregnant now. Yeah my life seems great after everything has been done, I have a new boyfriend who is great and my mom and me get along great, but I am so torn up inside. I regret it so much. Please don’t do it, it’s not worth crying the rest of your life. 

To my baby girl/boy: I’m so sorry, I really miss you. It was a stupid choice I made. I love you, I’m sorry I didn’t show that to you and I’ll never get the chance to.