I was 18 when I had an abortion. I have just been married for over a month to an amazing guy and then it happened. Both my husband and I are in the military, and just the thought of having a baby in the military was rough. Especially with deployments, after deployments. We both decided that I would get an abortion. He wasn’t there to take me because he had to go home for his father’s suicide. I went by myself and got a sonogram of my 3 1/2 month old baby. I looked at the picture and started crying. I wanted to keep it but my decision was final. It’s been 3 years and now i”m out of the military for mentally being unstable. I was depressed all the time, I cried in my sleep, and I didn’t eat. My husband was very supportive of me. He stood there by my side telling me that God always has a plan. Even after telling me that I still felt like I was empty, I was missing something that was supposed to be unconditional. Don’t do it. Its not worth any pain. I regret the decision I’ve made and I hope you don’t.