On July 17 I went and got a medical abortion. I wanted the baby, but the guy I was pregnant by didn’t. He is black and I’m white and he made the statement he didn’t wnat a child to a white girl because he had a black girl pregnant already. I struggled for about a week over what to do. My mom didn’t want me to get the abortion, but my dad said he would throw me out if I didn’t. I considered moving to Maryland, having the baby, and living with my mom, but decided to have the abortion because there would be no father figure. Everyday when I see the babies in the daycare at my school and the pregnant girls I hate myself. I had no right to take my child’s life away before I even gave him or her the chance to live.